Regurgitated Brain Mush

alrighty then here is a pic of my new kitty

Current Mood: guilty
Current Music: gimme gimme gimme- A perfect circle

Dear LiveJournal and my LJ friends,

I have been cheating on you.... i have become a myspace whore... i am so sorry... BUT at the same time im not.... cuz you can meet mad chill ppl on there... and thats all im gonna say bout that.   i might even say that myspace is better... ya'll should check it out it rocks my socks.  so yeah i feel bad tho... i dont post on there tho really... nope just a few bulletins with lyrics and then like one post... i kinda feel guilty updating in something other than lj.... but i still read my friends page... ya.  just not as often.... i still love you guys and LJ will always be my first love...

<3   Becky

Current Mood: amused

The Amish Hand Warmer: An amish woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, "My hands are freezing cold." the mother replied "Put them between your legs. Your body heat will warm them up." The daughter did and her hands warmed up.

The next day the daughter was riding with her boyfriend who said, "My hands are freezing cold." The girl replied, "Put them between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm them up." He did and warmed his hands. The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is cold." The girl replied "Put it between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm it up." He did and warmed his nose. The next day the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter and he said, "My penis is frozen solid."

The following day the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother, and she says to her mother, "Have you ever heard of a penis?" Slightly concerned the mother said, "Why, yes. Why do you ask?" The daughter replies, "They make one hell of a mess when they defrost, don't they?"

A guy walks into a bar with an octopus under his arm. He sets the octopus on a stool next to him and announces: "This is an amazing octopus. I'll bet anyone in this bar $50 that this octopus can play any instrument set in front of it."

None of the people could believe this, so one guy brought up a guitar. The octopus took hold of the guitar and started picking away, better than Jimi Hendrix. The man took $50 from the guitarist. Next someone brings up a trumpet. The octopus started playing the trumpet, better than Herb Alpert. The man won another $50 from the trumpeter. Then some guy brought up some bagpipes. The octopus picked up the bagpipes for a minute and, looking a little puzzled, set them down again.

"Can't you play the bagpipes?" asked the man. "Play it?" said the octopus, "I'm gonna screw it as soon as I figure out how to get its pajamas off."

Current Mood: melancholy

its been so surreal lately... so very much so... when you lose someone as a friend who is been there for so long... and such a big part of me... even more than they or i know.  i feel... not whole yet a whole new person... or atleast trying to be.  i saw him last nite for the first time... we didnt speak except when everyone was talkin bout family guy and i told him i wanted my family guy dvds back...  and i started thinking... my random clothes my toothbrush my big lebowski dvd and my moms shinedown cd and any other random shit of mine over there... goddamnit.i know this is the way it should be and this is how i know that it has to be and it still hurts like a mother fucker.  ive lost part of my world.  so many things happen through the day that jsut make me want to call him and tell him bout them.  and the fuckin thing is that so much reminds me of him... i dont even watch tv anymore... cuz ive watched like every show with him.  its so hard...  what i wouldnt give to just be able to kick back with him on his couch and watch TRUCKS with that guy named stacy(its some stupid truck building show)  i saw him last nite and it just hurt... he said good bye to everyone other than me. i just went along like things were normal without directing any conversation towards him. but he didnt look at me, didnt.... i dunno.... i hate this.    i hope he grows up some day. i really do.

( something mundane and whatnot to take the mind off.... )

Current Mood: sad

alright so i deleted that one post where ppl were sposed to like answer questions cuz like... no one did... its embarrassing to have it up there and it say if your my friend:  and have no comments on there... so yeah.   so update list maybe?

lists always make me feel better

• me and pete are no longer speaking
• i have made many self realizations lately(will prolly go into detail bout those at a later date)
• school is fun but i have a 73.6% and you have to have a 75% to pass so they put me on academic prob.  i KNOW i will get it up on the next test. FO SHO
• leah's baby(maria) is gettin so big and even cuter by the day.
• cocktails with leah before work and school rock my world.
• i found out by listening to one of my favorite songs by snow patrol that they are gay and thats so cute cuz now if i wanna put like some cute angsty love song lyrics on my profile or something i dont have to change "she" to "he"  and its totally cool they are so open bout it in their lyrics
• ( horny horny becky beware... )
  
• ive been lookin HOT lately if i must say so myself... im just such a shy person tho when it comes to new ppl.
• i have to go pick up my lil bro from school now so ill finish my quiz up a lil later.

You're just dying to climb on a bus, plane or train. You want to get the heck out of here and go somewhere you can truly be yourself. But guess what? You're already there -- and you're well worth getting to know as is.

thats my horoscope from yesterday

damn straight dude.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: the washing machine

i am a bum

my new years resolution is to get off my fat ass, lose at least 20 pounds, get a second job, keep doin well in school, and to

Stop lettin the man get me down!!!!!

and for all ya'll PoH'ers:

WILL YOU SUPPORT ME???????